The most important thing
I went to bed early last night and woke up early today. My mind swam in a swirling ocean of thoughts of things to do. Without hope of coffee anytime soon, I felt a little despondent. Aware of these thoughts but not really affected by them emotionally. We all wake up eventually though, even without coffee. Then my thoughts began to take a more pointed timbre, I should have done this or that. Now I'm feeling guilt, anxiety, and shame as I attempt to figure out ways to fix my life. Make no mistake, I can do better in life. I'd wager that everyone could do better too. There was a thought that God floated in my mind, a wonderful scripture verse. "Be still and know that I am the Lord." What a beautiful picture of God's power! A single fact of God's personhood is the reason for calm stillness. I'm reminded of the storm Jesus calmed with a command. As I thought about who I know God to be and I thought about him being MY Lord. The swirling whirlpool of worries c